going public...?

I'm not sure I want this thing to be seen by everyone, or anyone. I keep waiting for someone to stumble across it, leave a comment, etc. I don't want to post it out there for anyone to see- I want it to be an accident. I'm not so sure how it can be an accident, per say.. I had to work fairly hard to find the blogs that I do follow- and by work hard, I mean they posted the site on facebook, and I was bored and curious.

However, I don't want to put this on facebook... but I do think I want people to read it. Possibly people I know. But I don't want to guide them here. I want them to stumble across it and be like, oh, Ashley, I wonder what she's up to these days.

If it happens that way, they'll get the true me. It'll be more honest. If I bring people here, I will undoubtedly write for them, instead of writing for me. And isn't that what this whole blogging thing is about? Writing for myself?

What do you think, my phantom, non-existent audience?